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Gretchen

Mon Apr 27, 2009, 1:53 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: SIA feat. Ulrich Schnauss - Breathe Me
  • Reading: A Thousand Splendid Suns
  • Watching: Donnie Darko
  • Eating: Chicken rice in awhile.
  • Drinking: lots of water
I'm down with the flu and sore throat. I sleep like nobody's business, i am tired, i am worn out. I wake myself up to get some stuff done, i start by clearing folders on my desktop (it's getting really messy). And i chanced upon this set of photos, usually i just chuck it without thinking twice, especially if you are in it. But i stopped, i hesistated, everything came flowing back again.

Do you remember? It was at this 茶餐廳 near shokudo, we were just snapping away on my new creme/white coloured handphone and commenting on how cute we both looked. It's so funny how things turned out like that huh, you just disappeared, and i don't know you anymore. There were 3 pictures that i took of you, i slowly go through the details, from your hair, your eyes, your nose, your lips, and to what you were wearing that day, a vertically dark blue/white striped blouse. I like that blouse alot actually, i don't remember if i told you about it. I go through it a couple of seconds more before i dump it in the thrash bin, and without any hesistation this time, i emptied the thrash bin.

I tend to dwell in the past alot when i am sick. I get grouchy, i reminisce, they were all so beautiful, memories that is. Love is such a wonderful thing, and in the same time, it can be a painful thing as well. I don't see myself moving forward in that aspect yet, it's more of channelling everything to something else, something which can bring me more satisfaction, more fun, more happiness i hope. And in time, i'll do the opposite again, and i hope at that time, i can find something beautiful.


What if you could go back in time, and take all those hours of pain and darkness and replace them with something better?
- Gretchen Ross, Donnie Darko

I miss you, but not you.


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  • Current Residence: Singapore
  • Interests: Guitar, Composing, Graphic Design, Photography
  • Favourite movie: Lost In Translation, In the mood for love, 2046, Romeo+Juliet, Closer, Stranger than fiction.
  • Favourite band or musician: Jeff Buckley, The Mercury Program, Stars Of The Lid, Siam Shade, Andy Timmons
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Jazz, Lounge, Ambient
  • Favourite artist: Josef Müller-Brockmann, Sophie Toulouse, Hideki Nakajima, Scott Hansen
  • Favourite photographer: KABO, Peter Lindbergh, Satoshi Minakawa, Kim Høltermand

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thanks for the add/watch & the compliments! you have a cool gallery as well :)

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"come one, come all, into 1984"
Hello, sorry I'm so blind and off-track and didn't catch you. Anyway I like your works, watching :)
hey man thanks for the watch :)

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eat your makeup!! [link]
sure thing man, great work! :)

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"come one, come all, into 1984"
looooove ^^
great gallery, my friend.

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|be creative!
thank you friend! :P

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"come one, come all, into 1984"
your nick rocks, that's for sure :>
haha, yes, kotzen means vomit in German. But my nick's actually named after my favourite guitarist, richie kotzen.

:P

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"come one, come all, into 1984"

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